My computer was down for a while and that’s why I wasn’t able to update my blog. So much has happened and my life continues to pick up a quicker pace.
Regarding my job, well I stopped complaining and started looking for a new job. I have also found peace with the job I currently have. I think I hated it so much that I was part of the problem. I went into work already with a bad attitude or chip on my shoulder ready to explode on anyone who dared to speak with me. I hid myself in my “area” and got lost in my music but simmering with anger at the fact that THIS is MY job! After stepping back I realized I wasn’t “honoring my leaders” like the word tells us to. How could I honor such stupid, controlling, brown-nosing people? I knew my actions were not honoring the Lord and that grieved me. I asked the Lord to forgive me and to give me His peace, joy and love towards all those who surround me. I released my anger and once again placed my trust in the Lord. I told Him that if this is the place He wants me to be then I will stay. Thank God He gave me the “green light” to start looking for a new job but until then my attitude has changed. I’m now honoring my leaders, joy fills me and hope once again bubbles in me knowing that change is once again around the corner.
There are still days when I don’t understand how everything will “work out” but I try not to focus on that and I keep my eyes on the One who leads me. He has been my faithful companion and where ever He leads…I WILL FOLLOW!
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Hey, happy almost Birthday! Or, until March 17th, a very merry unbirthday to you. Thanks for this blog posting. I needed the reminder at this time in my life. I love how God works in people's lives and they say the right thing you need to hear (or read in this case). You are the best! Jean
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